Some Days

Some days – I feel like no one gets me, the craziness that lies beneath my calm exterior

Some days – I feel lost, with life taking so many turns and having no control on where I go

Some days – I feel alone, in a room filled with people yet no one that can read me

Some days – I feel ugly, with the mirror taunting my stretch marks and frizzy hair

Some days – I feel helpless, when the button on my skinny jeans refuses to close despite not having eaten anything in the past 2 days

Some days – I feel unappreciated, for all the little things I do and who I try to be

Some days – I feel weird, when my choices are so different from those I grew up with

Some days – I feel tired, like I’m the only one cheering on for myself in this never ending race for perfection

Some days – I feel worthless, after spending days procrastinating and not as much achieving

Some days – I feel quiet, like no words could explain what I want to say

Some days – I feel phony, when I try to fit into someone else’s definition of me

Some days – I feel frustrated, when time keeps flying but I’m still stuck in the same loop

Some days – I feel moody, pushing away all those around me – hoping someone will find their way back

Some days – I feel like putting my thoughts out there – hoping someone will relate to the jumbled up mess in my head.

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PS: Over the past few weeks, every time I’d feel ‘meh’ I’d write one line on what I was feeling in a post here. This is a compilation of my ‘meh’ thoughts and feelings that I’ve had over the past 10-12 weeks. The idea behind doing this – was to vent but also record what I was feeling – so I could work on it after. Obviously – I have dramatized it and added some things but the underlying feelings remain the same.

How are you doing in 2021? Hope life is treating you good. ❤

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25 Comments Add yours

  1. 2021 so far has been me just trying to stay afloat. I just feel like I’m getting nowhere with my blog and my other side hustle stock trading. So I guess we’re both pretty meh 😐

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    1. Happy Panda says:

      Same! 2021 is just an extension of 2020. 🙄
      Good luck though! I hope it all works out well. 😊

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  2. Shahrin says:

    Girl, I feel you🙌🏽

    Last few months of 2020 brought me to my knees. It was frustrating —all the endless waiting. But as they say, there’s always light after a consistent phase of darkness.

    Here’s sending you lots of love and virtual hugs. (you are not alone🤗) xx

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  3. We all have these days, don’t we? Hang in there. It seems a good practice though, to write these things. Just reading it is therapeutic and I imagibe writig them, too.

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  4. I don’t think I’ve related to a post more than this one! I always just try to remind myself that life isn’t perfect, it’s what you make it and how you view yourself. You’re a wonderful person. Whatever life throws at you, you got this! 🤗

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  5. I 100% agree because some days are different to others 🙂

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  6. Zoewiezoe says:

    Way too many of these hit straight home.
    I do hope there’s a lot of positive ones in a similar post as well? 😇

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  7. Katie says:

    I can relate. Some days are just meh days, and it can be hard to push through that feeling. I think writing it down when you’re feeling not the best is actually such a good idea. And, for what it’s worth, even on the meh days, you got this. 🙂

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  8. https://tamarakulish.com/ says:

    Very relatable! I think we all experience these things and don’t realize that we’re not so alone in thinking these thoughts as our shadow side would have us believe!

    When I feel these feelings I try to pause and take a feel of what’s going on in my body! Being tired and hungry both contribute to my feeling that way. Feeling cooped up, not having enough fresh air is a trigger for me, so getting outside even for a short walk is very helpful and lets me reset my brain to feel more positive again! Working on a new project or my hobbies also helps me to feel more productive in a time where unproductivity seems to be everywhere!

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  9. tanvibytes says:

    Honestly, I’ve had some days like this in quarantine too. It’s very frustrating but we just have to get through it! 🙌😄🤍

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  10. bosssybabe says:

    I’m all over the place these days.. Most days are good, I try to stay positive and be grateful for what we have and what we don’t have (covid!), but there are a few days here and there that test my limits. Right now, I just allow myself to go with the flow and do things that help my mental health cope with everything going on…. Eat the bag of chips if I want, do yoga if I feel inspired, write and write and write more posts to express my inner thoughts… Watch YouTube! Anything to up the spirits 🙂

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  11. Shelly DS says:

    I hate that you actually had those feelings but happy that you captured them so beautifully! We all have our ups and downs.

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  12. Nathi says:

    I’m sure many of us will find your “Some days” highly relatable. For me as you’re aware 2021 started with some terrible surprises and drastic decisions, so I can only hope that it gets better eventually!

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  13. Totally relatable! I think most of us feel like this at least some of the time, but can’t express it because of the perceived need to maintain a shiny veneer.

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  14. Happy Panda says:

    Thank you sooo much! ❤️🤗

    I’m waiting for that light. I hope I see it soon.

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  15. S says:

    Ah this was so relatable that I could have written this exact same post about my own feelings. Here’s hoping for many not-so-meh days ahead!

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  16. Lani says:

    Okay, and now you need to do a ‘some days’ post on the little joys you experience for the next 10-12 weeks ❤ Homework! And I hope you're feeling better, xo

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    1. Happy Panda says:

      Hahah – that’s a great idea! Will definitely try to do that. 😊

      Just my anxiety is showing up again after months of being away. 😓 So trying to deal with that again.

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      1. Lani says:

        Deep breaths. Maybe write your anxieties down and then add ‘but’ and try to write something that’s working in your life?

        Thinking of you, xo

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  17. Nehal Jain says:

    This hit hard! A lovely post. 🖤
    Take care di 😘

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  18. sakshisoni says:

    I can feel so many emotions of you… ❤️

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  19. I related to a lot of those! Thank you for this post, a good way to reflect on how your feeling, writing a line a day. I might try it myself, very poetic too! 😊

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    1. Happy Panda says:

      I wish some days weren’t so hard. 🤗

      Writing about how you’re feeling really helps me with keeping a check on my emotions.

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